Well happy birthday to me
I am twenty-nine as of now.
How does it feel?
Well at one side not very different from yesterday, but on the other hand it made me reflect back at my life, and that made me rather sad as I feel that I haven't accomplished a thing.
Not that I materialistic have to complain but there were certain things I wished to achieve for myself, learning how to draw and write better, because I really look up to people who can, and because I would like to do some things that are clearly my own, showing the world that I do exist even though I sometimes feel that fate has somehow made me invisible. (damn you fate).
My biggest worry is that I have simply become so old that I can not achieve these things anymore despite that I would like so much to be able, short of selling my soul (if I have one) I would do a lot to accomplish this all.
Well on a more positive note, I am getting my new PC this week, perhaps even this day.
I have been saving for it for some time and I am really looking forwards to it.