Hello all,
I am back and with a rather sad story, yesterday I got to discover that my cat Twizzel, a cat I had for a year now and have raised since he was a kitten was found dead near a busy road.
Twizzel had gone out last Sunday evening and when he didn't come back later I first thought he was after female cats (its the season) but three days later I still hadn't seen him and I had already looked through the neighbourhood for him.
I decided to call the animal ambulance, a first aid service for wounded and stray animals and pets and asked them if they had found him.
They had indeed found a cat but they needed some information to verify it was him, fortunate I had a photo of him and sent that to them, but when I received a phone call back five minutes later and they told me they were sorry it suddenly felt all over again like the passing of my mom.
Apparently the ambulance had picked him up a couple of days earlier.
They first offered that I should come to their office so that I could say goodbye and arranged the cremation of the corpse but because of my phobia for the bus that was impossible for me so instead they visited me and brought him along.
I did cry out loud after the phone call but managed to keep myself together when the ambulance team came by, I said goodbye to my little cat and arranged that he would be cremated and his ashes spread out.
Some hours later after I had laid down for a while it truly hit me, I don't care what people think on the moment but I cried my guts out and started to ask why my cat had to die.
Having already lost my mom in 2006 I felt I have had experienced enough of my share of misfortune, I got the cat to sheer me up and not to feel alone anymore.
Well since that moment I have been quite angry at the world, and nothing would please me more than to get back at it, do something back to show that you can push people only so far before they have enough of it and fight back.
But what can I do, I don't even know who hit my cat, but his or her fate would be very dire indeed if I ever manage to find this person.